November 2009
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LOVE? by ~xTwistofFatex on deviantART
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dear j.,
sometimes i pretend that i actually have a chance in hell with you. i imagine that you don’t have a girlfriend, that you’re free — and that i am, too.
and then you say her name, and all the little shards of those images cut a little deeper.
honestly, i want to know who i’m kidding. i want to know why i keep deluding myself, why i keep putting myself in these situations...
dear sgs,
i now realize how pointless i am being. while i’m torn between you and your best friend, i realize that either way, i’m left with one choice which simply is nothing. no matter what i do, no matter how i try, no matter how hard i might dream, my dreams will stay nothing else but a dream. in this one moment tonight, the statement “16 and never been kissed” is...
“Life is pain. Anyone who says different is selling something.”
– William Goldman, The Princess Bride
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dear j.,
why the fuck does it have to hurt so much?
and why am i always the one who has to pretend that she’s okay?
love her, and it cuts wholes in me. i hope she knows how lucky she is. the way you talk to her is a way you’ll never talk to me.
why would anyone take me seriously?
-c.
“Love is a word you should write only in blood-red ink. Love makes you do the strangest things. Love lets you share rainbow-coloured candy, Love lets you dance through the streets in red shoes and it doesn’t shrink away from making you chop graves into paradisiac gardens with blood on your hands. Love cuts into you, b…ut in its own way it heals the scars life has given you. As long as...
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dear sgs,
tomorrow is pajama day at school marking my favorite day in the whole year. in this one day, i can truly everyone around us and pretend that maybe we’re some old married couple getting ready for bed. each time we talk, it’s like we’re secretly discussing our future and when you fall asleep in the middle of class, i would fall into a daydream as well and pretend that...
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dear j.,
i’m not gonna lie, it was all i could do tonight not to just throw my arms around you and tackle you right there. why? no particular reason. you just happen to be wonderful.
even if you did leave your stuff all over my bed last night and didn’t come back from ballroom practice until one in the morning.
in the rain. you’re too cute when you’re dripping wet and cold; it was...
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dear sgs,
this is exactly why i’m in love with you.
sgs (9:43:43 PM): You can ask “John Smith” to buy the nano b/c its a gift for a “friend” sgs (9:43:48 PM): cuz its his birthday sgs (9:43:59 PM): then he’ll find out that he bought his own gift
this has to be the best worst cutest i’ve ever heard about how to give someone their surprise present. you...
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dear sgs,
let’s spend a lazy afternoon together, sharing our problems and our deepest darkest secrets. and then maybe, you’ll even hear me saying those three words: i love you.
always, ekl.
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dear sgs,
it scares me to think that i don’t know where this is all spiraling down to. for the first time, i’m a little bit hesitant to admit that i might be in love with you. if you even asked me two days ago, i’d say it without a moment’s pause. but now, i feel as if things are changing. i don’t know if i still feel the same way about you anymore.
last night...
dear j.,
sometimes i can’t tell if you’re just being a gentleman (because you are one. An honest-to-goodness gentleman. And you’re ridiculously smooth) or if you think i’m a really good friend or you can see some romantic interest in me.
probably not the latter.
i’m sorry. i’m waiting for this feeling to go away, i’m waiting for me to stop acting like i’m...
riddle me the mysteries of the human heart.
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Confusion by ~WannaBeCute on deviantART
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dear j.,
there are a lot of problems with the idea of you and me. you’re younger than me (you’re not even legal yet. How wrong is that?), you live across the hall from me (which just means that if anything goes wrong this could potentially be very messy), and, not least of all — you’ve got a girlfriend.
further evidence that i really know how to pick them.
i’m not sure what...
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dear sgs, if it was up to me, i would and probably could get lost in any moment with you forever. in a crowded place, you’re the only thing that i see. it doesn’t matter where it is or what’s going on, i can’t see any of it or experience any of it. you take my breath away. you make my heart pump faster and faster and faster. you rob me of my train of thought and cloud...
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dear sgs,
if i was to fast forward my life to when i’d be 40, i can’t help but think that you will be the brightest thing i remember. all this stuff currently cluttering up my mind, making me cry, making me jitter, making me laugh…i wonder how much of this i’ll remember but all those times i spent with you, they don’t become swirls of cloudiness but they ring loud...
dear “friends”,
you should all be considered liars when you decided to call me your “friend”. friends do not invade each other’s privacy. friends do not mock each other. friends do not hurt each other’s pride. friends do not pick on people constantly, over and over again. friends do not laugh at your face. friends do not make each other cry hurtful...
dear e.,
i’ve decided that the letters need to stop. because i don’t think of you so often anymore; it’s rare now that i come to a place where i say, “hey, e. would really enjoy this, and i wish i could share it with him.” now, it’s so seldom that i think about you, it’s almost scary. it’s scary how fast things can change, how fast emotions can change. you...
dear sgs,
i really need to stop spending time around you because more time with you means more suffering for me. everytime you come around, i’m tossed into a whirlpool of emotions. i suffer from emotions of want and hate. i suffer from contradicting desires of wanting you here even more and of pushing you away. i suffer from it all because i can’t tell what i want anymore.
...
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dear sgs,
“heart be still” was what i found myself constantly repeating in my mind during the hour and fifteen minutes that we were stuck in the same room. although surrounded by people, our friends in all aspects, i couldn’t help but only notice you. i forcibly told myself to not look in your direction but i couldn’t help but steal glances at you every few minutes. i...
dear sgs,
i have so much to say to you but where do i begin? this weekend, i’ve been closing my eyes a lot thinking about you and the funny thing is, i can’t seem to recall the way you look. i can’t recall the way you have your hair everyday or how you smile. i can’t recall if your eyes crinkle when you laugh or even how your face looks like when you talk to me. this weekend, i think i’ve...
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dear e.,
i might not be sure what love is anymore, but i know that love isn’t being with you. love isn’t even thinking about you, because some part of you doesn’t know how to love. some part of you has shut everything off, and some part of you is twisted, black, and dead. and i wish it weren’t so, because you’re missing out on so much.
love isn’t me falling for someone...
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dear sgs,
everyone around me has been persuading me to tell you everything. they tell me that i should make you aware of the sleepless nights i’ve spent thinking about you, all the tears i’ve shed over you…to even this, a set of letters i’ve dedicated only to you. part of me desperately wishes to speak up and just tell you but part of me is holding me back. i feel like...
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dear e.,
so i just wanted to say thanks. thanks for tearing my guts out, mashing them in your bare hands, and throwing them on the floor. thanks for extracting my heart as slowly and painfully as possible, spitting on it, and handing it back to me. thanks for making me feel unwanted, and thanks for leaving me bleeding on the ground.
thanks for being just another guy who’s screwed me over. thanks for...
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